Eagle Kind
Have I not given
the best of my years
days of my innocence
pureness of my heart
to you?
Have I not walked through
the Valley of the Shadow of Death
with you
more than once?
More than twice?
Have I not laughed
and cried and prayed
with you
at you
for you?
Will you not
grant me freedom
to fly
to spread my wings
over the world?
To be only
me?
Do you not know
that the cry for autonomy
has little to do
with things you have done
or said
or felt?
This longing
is only about
a need in my soul
a need to soar.
Not a lack
on your part.
No fallacy.
No blame.
No fault.
I am simply
of eagle-kind.
Soaring is what we
are made for.
My love is not diminished
yet, unless, I spread
these wings
I will die
in my nest.
“Every bird needs to fly just once.” From Looking for Pork Chop McQuade
